FuDzWorld
100 Bars

I vowed to write a hundred bars

to let the screams of my scars

reach between my lungs and stars.

Explaining how far i fell

And rose again by my well

Putting dogma aside

Breaking down this holly cell

In fast paces i stride

Some times i stumble

But bounce back and glide

It all began in eighty two

With a cry i decended

From the womb i only knew

Tears of joy covering the fact:
I wasn’t a son they intended

Yet with love and passion i was showered

And all the shrieks were devoured

To grow up in a town

West of west it was found

Where i can dream of happiness

in a crib with no sound

Years pass by like a thunderbolt

I find my self in hell with a jolt

A land wear dreams were meant to die

Like birds falling from the sky

The call it a holly place

Where deamons never roam

It was hell with a sandy face

And demons under marble domes

They pledge to the word of god

With corruption rising like foams

Began as a child with whispers of angels

But all went down in tangles

Asked about the purity of my blood

As if it was my choice if i could

I was told we came from the north

A blood so ancient it was holly

I had one problem

A real brain to say it was folly

In our blood we are equal

Like “Godfather” to its sequel

I said fuck it with all my rage

FuDzi was born to break this cage

With WuDzi by his side

Madness no god would abide

Run and rampage they said

Squeeze them hard till their beliefs bled

I took an older vow to be good

Seek wicked ways if i should

I swear never to be grounded

Or bow to the rules society founded

Everything i say or do is my choice

You won’t think twice

To challenge my voice

Never care what god wrote for me

I make my own destiny for all to see

My candle sometimes flicker in their wind

But they can’t dispute my own ideology in the end

Tick tick tock!

Thats not the sound of a clock!

Its the sound of my bomb ignited by your spark!

To blow among your wretched rubbles

And end your holy grasp like soap bubbles

Hang on to your brain and all your thought

There are more facts to what you’ve been taught

Don’t let an ignorant put you on the spot

Either agree with him or get shot

With the word of god they have bought

The worldly riches they deny they sought

They preach to leave the blessing we’re offered now

Promissing us milk while keeping the cow

I would never be certin of an after life

But if there were

god will judge me justly for all my strife

I wasn’t born perfet but i’m a perfectionist

Not shy to admit that i’m an opportunist

Mixing my human values with holy words

Preaching my message like a violinist

Yes i am a sinner and i am obscene

But i’m self aware than anyone you ever seen

Am i arrogant? am i vain?

Yes its my own sick way to endure the pain

I stand with my middle finger shown up high

To an arrogant society who lives a lie

NO! Is the 1st word out of my mouth

I won’t shake my shoulders and breath a sigh

Secularism Is my path because religion can’t be trusted

In the hands of men where treachery infested

How can you dispute a holy man?

Rise up with logic and thought and then you can

Conspiracy and plots are all they think

Making you feel danger with every blink

Thats how they keep control

Over their sheep and devour your soul

The path to heaven is easy and simple

Just be good and forget the symbol

Who are they to dectate your acts

Turning your thoughts to condeming facts

Don’t take my words on who you should be

Just get out of the box and just be free

Design your dreams according to you

What you wanna be, what you wanna do!

Don’t stand there with a broken toe

And blaming all the pain on your shoe

I think i crossed a hundred but who fucking cares

Its a short sheet when a crazy man shares ;)

~ FuDzi WuDzi

To Her

To her

At the point of self destruction
I don’t have a guided instruction
To save this from extinction
And make it a successful mission

I adore every word she says
Hitting me like a spell
losing my self in her haze
Engulfed by her eyes like
a maze

I can’t stand losing you
Even when you put me in the dark
I keep telling my self pathetically
every thing will be fine with a spark

I never wanted to turn it to a trust issue
I just want you to know i always miss you

Never bothered you about
What you do
Where to go
When to be
Down a river
Or up a tree
Yes of course
That last part was funny ;)

I’m not trying to claim a right
Especially when i’m out of sight
I switched “her” to “you”
Because i felt “may” turned to “might”

I don’t want to tangle you every minute
Or every hour even
or what you do within it

I just wanted you to keep me posted
Because of you my mind got toasted

Or maybe i wanted to feel i was missed
Like when i miss your lips that i never kissed

Even through this feeling
i never knew
How fast and hard
i fell for you!

FuDz

Scattered Thoughts 7

“From The Darkness Of My Soul
To The Insanity In My Brain
Fill My Fire With Coal
Because I Don’t Intend To Escape The Pain”
~FuDzi WuDzi

My Poison & Passion </3

My Poison & Passion </3

WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?

Brazil :D

Scattered Thoughts 6

“In a moment of Reality
I try to escape this insanity
To where my mentality
Can break through its own boundaries

I lost my self confidence
And my integrity as a consequence
All these ideas and brilliance
Evaporated to Nonexistence

I can’t fight to fit in
Break these chains I live in
Or stop my world from spinnin
Turning me into a demon

I want to love but stand alone
I want to call but without a phone
A ray of light that once has shone
It ended as it started and now its gone”

~ FuDzi WuDzi

Scattered Thoughts 5

“On my knees praying to God to mend my heart
The misery is hard when two souls drift apart
Trying to ignite a spark
Looking for a savior like Noah’s Ark
To engulf my pain like a shark
And erase it from my present way back to the start

The point I arrived in a society so deprived
Of logic and love and only ignorance survived
Religious fanatics and cultural nut jobs
Thinking they live alone in this fucking world
imagining mythical wars filled with worry and sobs.

Look!! The fucking west is planing our religious destruction
And ofcourse the east are advanced only because their spiritually empty
We’re on the right path to our fucking holy redemption
While every power in the world planning a conspiracy for us with no sympathy

Oh we can’t stop at that!! We got create our internal enemies
To blame for our own flaws and crazy twisted reality!
creating heroes out of dirty ignorant dust
We need some legacy!! That’s a Must!!
Oh Osama Osama!!
He’s a brave martyr if it wasn’t for fucking 0bama!!
And can’t forget Saddam!!
The brave dictator who killed his own people like a man!

Then we shift to our families with tyranny
Under our twisted religious views
Allowing a bearded mother fucker to be our nanny

So I get back to my prayer
Asking god to release Me
From this devilish lair!!”

~ FuDzi WuDzi

Scattered Thoughts 4

“In a world formed by Hate, Greed and Envy
People running around Me
Afraid when they see I’m seeking my destiny!
Calling me an intellectual Cancer
Trying desperately to block my point of entry!!
I’m gonna make them pay for every lost opportunity!!
Kill their religious bodyguard and sense of security!!
Its nothing personal, I’m just paving the road for our freedom of speech and kill their hypocrisy!!
Forming words and metaphors between my heart and brain causing them a social injury!
God is a merciful super being created us for a life of worship instead of Ur fucking misery!
Ordered us to believe, flourish and enlighten this world ethically!
To pray 5 times a day and meditate in his wonders to lead a broken world spiritually!
Not hate, spread terror and be cut out of this world intellectually!
We’re the descendants of mohammed’s followers, the perfect picture of humanity!
So get up and rise up today we have no time to waste its a chase to change
And make them look down on us proudly!”

~ FuDzi WuDzi

A Real Family Man!

“it takes a real man to confess his weakness
To look in the mirror, blame himself
And seek repentance and face justice

A real man would never have a mistress
He treats his family with respect
Hold them when their down
Catch the rey of hope
And support their defenses!

When ur a father or brother u got be selfless
U don’t have an option or a role
U take them to safety
Not matter the death toll
U tuck it in and speed through
And never complain U feel restless

U don’t ask for credit or crowns
U hold ur ground
Ur the lost whose found
Ur the hope to hold
So Ur family never fold
making them kings and queens
Surrounded with jesters and clowns”

To My Pride & Joy

~ FuDzi WuDzi

Scattered Thoughts 3

Drugs, Weed, Bullets and slugs
Demons and Angels form my existence
I can’t run from my fears and woes
I fight my whole life with persistence
Ur My Drug!! or alcohol is a better explanation
U make me happy and sad in one sentence

Happy when I’m close and feel Ur warmth
Imagining U on my lap chest to chest
A single kiss to taste Ur breath
An act of luv to witness god’s bliss

I feel the sadness when I’m never enough
Can’t wait to make u my queen and nothing less
Take me as I am and keep me close
I’m a Demon soldier lost in darkness

~ FuDzi WuDzi